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[23 Mar 2007|03:28pm] |
We held each others hands and pressed so tightely.
Tears were in our eyes.
The sounds were so beautiful, our song so amazing.
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[18 Mar 2007|01:10pm] |
My sister stayed at my parents' this weekend. I saw her Friday, and then Steve and I came home Saturday to cook dinner.
I'm not used to being home Sunday mornings.
Teresa asked me yesterday, "I don't know how you grew up in this house, I'd constantly be claustrophobic."
Yeah,
I know.
That's exactly how I feel now.
Everything is perfect, and if Steve's car was on the road, thing would be even better.
I can't sit here in this small room surrounded by my loves' creations, or my own detested hands' trials.
I can't be here when it's quiet, although I do enjoy alone time.
I avoid. I don't want to write this speech.
There are infinite sources, infinite ideas, and I can't even grasp one and have it sit down so I can stare right at it.
Where is our sunny art room and open hardwood floors? It's a quarter of a gas tank (back and forth) away.
It's longer away than work is.. the work I muster knowing the result.
I can't wait for the result.
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[01 Mar 2007|06:23am] |
I stayed home from school yesterday with a UTI, no fun by the way,
and slept until 1. I still have it, and I am forced to go to the state house all weekend.
I am going to be miserable.
Steve came with me last night to the school's poetry recitation contest.
He's never seen me speak in public, especially on something I'm so passionate about.
My first poem I pretty much blew. It's great, Kel would love it, but I just didn't care about it as
much as my other.
My second poem soared. I didn't pause, and I knew each and every very long line.
It was by far the longest poem. It had so much passion.
I won third place for it.
Mr. Travellini said that if the contest was based on that, I would have won.
I feel like I did, just because of his words and the smile on everyone's face.
People told me how great I did, friends gave me the thumbs up, and Steve told me my poem
was awesome, that he is so proud of me.
:)
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[26 Feb 2007|09:56pm] |
Steve and I are looking for an apartment together for us and our Pyrenees and Berneese .
:)
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[23 Feb 2007|10:51am] |
The birds sound so beautiful, so peaceful, as I just lay and read.
We can't wait much longer for springtime and the use of our playful cameras.
This is my life and I love it.
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[20 Feb 2007|08:13am] |
I'll be starting at L'Occitane at the Plaza soon.
But, I cannot fully part from my books; I'l be at Barnes and Noble on Sundays.
I have had the very best sleep the past many nights- amazing.
Last night we saw the Lymbyc System. I am so very happy.
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[06 Feb 2007|10:20am] |
I want to scream, at the very top of my lungs, how incredibly happy I am.
Sexton says it so well.
My nerves are turned on. I hear them like
musical instruments. Where there was silence
the drums, the strings are incurably playing. You did this.
Pure genius at work. Darling, the composer has stepped
into fire.
To be blessed with such an incredible mind...
Tomorrow I recite Unknown Girl in the Maternity Ward.
I'm looking forward to feeling like I'll throw up and die.
I really do enjoy being naked with my words, but these won't be my very own.
In all actuality, I am totally unworthy to dare interpret meanings, breaths,
pauses.
How dare I?
I love kissing your eyelids when you sleep.
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[05 Feb 2007|06:29am] |
Amazing weekend.
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[31 Jan 2007|06:39pm] |
I want to be 21 right now.
I don't even drink.
I just wish I could spend an eventful night
with the person who means the most to me,
as I know he wishes I could be there too.
Just sucks.
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[28 Jan 2007|09:08am] |
Today is my sister's birthday.
Birthdays aren't big deals around here, so her being in Fitchburg,
I'll write a letter and maybe call. It makes me uncomfortable to talk to her
for a while on the phone; I hate it.
It's disheartening hearing about Jessica. Hope she is feeling better soon.
Driving every day, it's so scary not knowing if it'll be you
who causes or is mixed in with the results of an accident.
I'm very much in love.
I might have a new job on the weekdays.
Steve will be getting a new car.
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[18 Jan 2007|09:18pm] |
I saw Kellie today, after looking forward to it.
Good coffee and good laughs.
I also finished 99% of my financial aid forms.
Phew.
I'm looking forward to the many good shows coming up with
many good people.
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[15 Jan 2007|06:22pm] |
My clock is off.
For dinner tonight I ate a few scoops of lowfat black raspberry ice cream with peanut butter.
Dessert- stuffing.
Delicious.
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[14 Jan 2007|02:43pm] |
I'm accepted to the American University of Paris with a 3000 euros scholarship.
I had my wisdom teeth out on Friday and I've never been in more pain.
I feel better today, but yet so disgusting. My face is a balloon.
Steve came over last night. We went out for a bit.
I don't know what I would do without him.
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[08 Jan 2007|10:18pm] |
Saturday, 73 degrees in New York City with my one.
The past two weeks have been absolutely tangible.
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[04 Jan 2007|09:26pm] |
I had an absolutely wonderful birthday. Those that I care about the most also care for me, going out of their way to give heart. Kelly gave me the most beautiful orchids... they take your breath away. Steven and I met in the Gardens, where I took pictures with my new camera. We walked to the diner where I got a specialty Raspberry Lime Ricky Frappe and we laughed to our choices on the jukebox. A walk back and drive home. I sipped wine, turned off the movie, and slept. These descriptions are nothing, as you know.
I have never been happier. I am so anxious.
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[01 Jan 2007|11:49pm] |
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I'll never forget this weekend.
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[30 Dec 2006|10:50am] |
who were burned alive in their innocent flannel suits..
i've never been happier.
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[29 Dec 2006|08:21am] |
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I've never known that happiness like this actually exists.
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[25 Dec 2006|03:24pm] |
New Year's Resolutions
1. Make more photographs I store memories in my mind, but I want the great ones to surround me.
2. Use time wisely. Create, learn, love.
That is all I want to do.
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[25 Dec 2006|07:57am] |
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How am I so fortunate?
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